i am rain god

why do i care for others when others fuck care me
im always on the one way outgoin lane when others are on the fuckin two way lanes, without me

I don’t want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave. Whatever is happening to me is my own fault. I have done something wrong, something so huge I can’t even see it, something that’s drowning me. I am inadequate and stupid, without worth. I might as well be dead.

—Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye (via quotes-shape-us)

for fallin for the wrong person.
again.
hopeless.

(via thinkture)